Closet Full of Exes

Few know it exists. But if you would sink to your knees amongst the clutter and reach back into the depths you’d find the trove, the symbolic skeletons I’ve hung there.

The delicate white dress I wore on our first date. I fell in love for the first time in that dress. I never wore it again. No matter how many times it was washed it is forever wrinkled and limp.

The heavy brown hoodie from a midnight relationship that didn’t see dawn. That smoke-laden zip-up became a blanket on many nights, keeping the chill of loneliness at bay, offering more solace than his arms ever could.

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Fictional Characters

Every day I sit at the café window

A two dimensional figure

Cloaked in black, size 10

Times New Roman.

Around me, a colorful world

In three dimensions

While page by page

The very thing that keeps me

Here,

Offers me leather bound glimpses

Of my only true friends.

I’d Rather Be a Rockstar

I’d rather be a rockstar;

a poet in ripped jeans.

I want to wear my heart

on a tattooed sleeve.

I want to feed my soul

by sucking life dry

of every moment.

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I’d rather be a rockstar;

a priest with a guitar

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Lunacy

Dancing down black, bourbon soaked street tops,

mannequins painted with maniacal faces,

pulled by marionette strings, chase the luminescent double lines.

Cloaked behind unclouded skies, the mind sways,

thoughts rustling, like the windswept tree tops.

Dressed in shadow-dipped robes Her delirious monks

are drawn devoutly from their homes by Her orb,

hanging full of reformation in the sky.

Waxing and waning, the worshipers feel it in their blood,

a corporeal tide, proving themselves un-befitting a corpse.

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His Son’s Sweetheart

Standing in the soft, washed out light she looks

like a memory he would be better off forgetting.

As he watches, the sun, the breeze, the hem of her skirt,

they all caress the flesh of her thigh like a menagerie of lovers.

He can’t help but envy them. The last time

he knew what it was to touch youth he was young himself.

The way she stands there, with her back arched,

makes him imagine her old enough to wear

the naked posture of maturity naturally.

But when she throws back her head, laughing carelessly,

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