
Red lips.
Blue eyes.
Purple streaks
Throughout my hair.
Yellow baby doll tee
Orange polka dot socks
Green pair of panties
On the floor.
I wonder if that is all he sees
In color when he looks at me.

Red lips.
Blue eyes.
Purple streaks
Throughout my hair.
Yellow baby doll tee
Orange polka dot socks
Green pair of panties
On the floor.
I wonder if that is all he sees
In color when he looks at me.

I might as well be mute
And you may as well be deaf
In your right ear,
But those are not the reasons
I never told you any of this.
I just knew to the roots of my teeth
And the skin of my tongue
That you wouldn’t hear me.

Cartoons on the TV for hours.
Barbies after that.
Mommy, braid my hair.
Lessons not yet learned,
Too much eye-shadow.
Mommy, I can braid my own hair.
Forty hour work weeks,
Dishes, laundry, and bills.
Mommy, braid my hair?
Years gone.
Goodbye.
Mommy, I will braid your hair.
I hate
myself
when I’m
around you
more than
I love
us.
I train my dreams on a retractable leash
Running free yard after yard.
Until one inch too far they choke,
gasping on the thin air of absolute reality