May As Well

As Well

I might as well be mute

And you may as well be deaf

In your right ear,

But those are not the reasons

I never told you any of this.

I just knew to the roots of my teeth

And the skin of my tongue

That you wouldn’t hear me.

POV: PO Box

mailbox

365 days a year.

52 weeks.

Every day mouth opened.

Yawning wide

Letters fly in.

Hand hewn,

Seed of the soul

Love letters

I embowel.

Buried deep

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Mommy

mommy

Cartoons on the TV for hours.

Barbies after that.

Mommy, braid my hair.

Lessons not yet learned,

Too much eye-shadow.

Mommy, I can braid my own hair.

Forty hour work weeks,

Dishes, laundry, and bills.

Mommy, braid my hair?

Years gone.

Goodbye.

Mommy, I will braid your hair.

I’m Breaking Up With You Because…

I hate

myself

when I’m

around you

more than

I love

us.

Choke

I train my dreams on a retractable leash

Running free yard after yard.

Until one inch too far they choke,

gasping on the thin air of absolute reality