Silence Speaks

Lying in bed at night I huddle beneath the covers.

Mommy always said that the monster under my bed wasn’t real;

So why do I have to bury my head under the pillow

To drown out the sound so late at night…

I hear it in the solitary creak of the single stair.

And the rustle of the curtain when the fan ceases to turn.

It can speak a thousand tension ridden nothings

Between one drop of an ice cube and another.

It keeps watch, with me as its prisoner, from the window sill.

The only evidence it was there is the pocket sized clink of Spots dog tags.

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A Story in L

Little angel.

Laced lollipop.

Littered limericks.

Limp lecher.

Closet Full of Exes

Few know it exists. But if you would sink to your knees amongst the clutter and reach back into the depths you’d find the trove, the symbolic skeletons I’ve hung there.

The delicate white dress I wore on our first date. I fell in love for the first time in that dress. I never wore it again. No matter how many times it was washed it is forever wrinkled and limp.

The heavy brown hoodie from a midnight relationship that didn’t see dawn. That smoke-laden zip-up became a blanket on many nights, keeping the chill of loneliness at bay, offering more solace than his arms ever could.

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Fictional Characters

Every day I sit at the café window

A two dimensional figure

Cloaked in black, size 10

Times New Roman.

Around me, a colorful world

In three dimensions

While page by page

The very thing that keeps me

Here,

Offers me leather bound glimpses

Of my only true friends.

I’d Rather Be a Rockstar

I’d rather be a rockstar;

a poet in ripped jeans.

I want to wear my heart

on a tattooed sleeve.

I want to feed my soul

by sucking life dry

of every moment.

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I’d rather be a rockstar;

a priest with a guitar

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