I miss you, Chesapeake.
And the way we used to speak
Side by side in salt crusted wicker rocking-chairs.
You were never one to talk too much or listen too little.
And you were always willing to just . . . be.
I could cry in front of you, dear friend,
And not feel shamed by my bloodshot eyes.
Or I could sink to my knees in your confessional
And you would bury my secrets in the chamber of a nautilus.
I remember how I could throw out dreams in glass bottles
And trust you to return them full of potential.
I miss the way I could lick your air for a taste of momma’s kitchen
And open my eyes reinvigorated.
Chesapeake, I miss the way you used to let me dance on your toes,
With the wide open arms of your horizon encircling me.
Your white feet always showed me the way.
I no longer hear the songs you’d sing
And Appalachia never learned your lullabies.
I go to bed alone.
Every so often I swear I smell your perfume,
The kind you used to wear on crisp mornings
When we’d watch the sun rising over your shoulder,
And I find myself looking off towards where I last saw you.
I still treasure the sea shell you sent me in a love letter.
I wish, sweet lover that you could make the first move.
I wish that you could rise up to my door.
I wish that you could hear these whispers.
My love, I wish to sink beneath your brine.
And meet between the ironsides.
Chesapeake, I know that I am the one who left
But it feels as if you are lost.
Old friend, I’ll find my way to you once more.
I miss you, Chesapeake.
Let me come home.